December 7
Fall is a time of memories for us. November is diagnosis month and December is relapse month for Micah. Today is the first time that I have had an urge to write in a long time. December 7, 2009, happened so long ago, yet I can remember this day detail by detail. I remember the tears and the intense sorrow rushing out of me. I can still feel how deep the despair was. This is the one anniversary of Micah's that makes me sad and hurts me. As weird as it sounds, I find the other ones a sort of celebration. This day was so different than the rest. I have had a blog post swirling around in my mind all day, but find that I have already done it and I can't say it any better a second time. So I have decided to share a post from 6 years ago. After reading the post below and wiping away my tears of sadness and thankfulness, I realized how life has changed. Our hearts were sore and so tender then. We lived one day at a time, wondering what the next would hold. It was like we were waiti